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17th April, 2009

12:05 pm
So she takes her pills
Careful and round
One of these days she's gonna throw the whole bottle down
But she's trying to be a good girl
Give'em what they want

(Pass Away a Dream)

14th February, 2009

07:42 pm - Fuck this.
In the effort to keep my new journal more or less up-beat, this will have to go here.

I ran out of meds yesterday. And the health centre's not open over the weekend. Today is stupid and I feel like shit.

Apologies, Elle, I know I said I'd bring you juice and I really meant to but I haven't actually left my room today. I hope you're feeling a bit better today.

Sorry, Ben. I'm not sure I'll be x-boxing it up tomorrow.

Not even sure I'll make it to the Monkey's in the evening at this rate, but I promised I'd go. And I don't hang out with those guys enough anymore. And it's been so ong since I did any proper singing. I really should go, but I just can't make myself enthusiastic abouot anything today.

(4 Dreams | Pass Away a Dream)

11th February, 2009

04:43 pm - I Am Invoking Live-In-The-Past Day
Title says it all. Today is nostalgia day. Enjoy it while it lasts.
Current Location: Royal Holloway
Current Mood: sadwistful
Current Music: Lost and Broken - Good Charlotte

(4 Dreams | Pass Away a Dream)

02:39 pm - Our Last Summer
Needlessly morbid title for what's actually quite a jolly thought. I'm sitting in my room at my desk, with the curtain open for once, and it's actually quite warm. Then iTunes in its infinite wisdom decided to play Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous. And the reminder of the Summer we came up with Band from the Back and instituted the Day Formally Known as Woot was ridiculously strong. There's a breeze coming through my window and it felt madly like I was sitting on Steph's drive or on my patio with a cd player blaring and awesome friends just hanging out. Returning to my uninspiring vista - both the street outside and my operating system - was quite an unwelcome shock. So anyway, it may be February but I now feel like Summer can't be far away.

: )

Also, I have a new Livejournal. It's probably going to be a while before I start regularly posting in that one rather than this one though. Anyone who feels like it, add aleas_iacta . Later, all.

Current Location: Royal Holloway
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: Door to the River - Manic Street Preachers
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(3 Dreams | Pass Away a Dream)

11:30 am - Maybe if This T-shirt is Witty Enough, Somebody Will Finally Love Me
I'm thinking about changing my livejournal. Like, actually getting a totally other one. I wouldn't delete this one or anything, because I tend to consider that level of emo a bit... not beneath me, just... other to me. But yeah... It's been like five years now and I'm thinking it might be refreshing to distance myself from some of the crap in this one. 562 entries since 10th May 2004. The thing is, it would clearly end up full of exactly the same crap as this one... so maybe it's futile. But *shrug* I'm going to do it anyway. I'll link it from here at some point.
Current Mood: pensivepensive

(3 Dreams | Pass Away a Dream)

11:26 am - Argh!
So traumatised...

Do not eat Tescos Value spaghetti in tins...

So gross. So gross.

So gross.

Current Location: Royal Holloway
Current Mood: shockedtraumatised
Current Music: D2K - Eddie Izzard

(2 Dreams | Pass Away a Dream)

8th February, 2009

03:26 am - New Pens, Dance Mat, Old Friends
I have pretty new pens, they are awesome. And, as Catherine and I geeked fantastically over, the box is all exciting and it like folds in on itself so you can stand it up. It's such a cunning piece of engineering. I'm quite blown away by it.

Also, I adore my dance mat. My GODS, I have done so much exercise since getting it. I now officially weigh 12 stone (yeah, a girl just posted her weight on the internet, it's scary isn't it), not 12.5, not 12.2, not even that annoying number that's only a shade over 12 so doesn't have a proper decimal to itself. There is something to be said for living half an hour from campus and dancing furiously for an hour or two a day. I can't help but wonder if the infrequency of my eating habits these days also has something to do with it, but I prefer to believe not; I worry that that'd just encourage me not to eat, and it's not like I avoid it on purpose at the moment. I just feel no inclination to cook. Like...ever.

Anya came up from Sussex to visit me this weekend. <3 Awesome as ever. We had Indian, and watched Get Real and DDR'd and she brought me coke. We do love that girl. ^_^'
Current Location: Rickmansworth
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Paradise - E-Type

(3 Dreams | Pass Away a Dream)

5th February, 2009

01:17 pm - Oh yeah? YOU'RE a Euphemism!

Ho hum. I should really do some work.

Current Location: Royal Holloway
Current Mood: numbnumb
Current Music: Paper Tigers - Caesars

(Pass Away a Dream)

4th February, 2009

03:55 pm - This is a Low {More Angsty Song Lyrics}
iTunes has a sick sense of humour.

X & YCollapse )

I just got off the dance mat after an hour. Aaaaand the endorphines go "Rightyo, see you later, we're fucking off now."

Seriously, iTunes, wtf.Collapse )

Current Location: Royal Holloway
Current Mood: lonelylonely
Current Music: Heart breakingly appropriate.


3rd February, 2009

10:45 pm
I close both locks below the window
I close both blinds and turn away
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way
And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you.
Cards and flowers line your window
Your friends all plead for you to stay
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way...

Current Location: Royal Holloway
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Nugget Man - Paul and Storm

(Pass Away a Dream)

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